23 hours ago
Monday, July 15, 2013
It's been so long since I've posted anything on here, I think I forgot how!! If I still have any interested readers, I'll just let you know that when the radio is silent this long, it's usually because I'm depressed. Yeah, that's something that I really, really struggle with. Did you know that? Well, it's true. And the past while, almost a year, has been pretty rough.
I'm hanging in there, but I'm struggling. I'm working on it, and some days are better than others. Sooner or later these times pass, at least that's been my experience, but this one has lasted a long time, and it's been made worse by the busy-ness of my life. In the past, I've kind of been able to declare a sort of "time out," and really cut back on things so I can focus on coping, but this time around I have not been able to do that as much. My family, as usual, especially Dennis, as usual, has borne the brunt of my weakened state, and it's hard for me to watch them struggle on my account. (That didn't make much sense...except it does to me). They are struggling because I am struggling. It doesn't seem fair.
Anyway, just wanted to throw that out there, and let you know that I'm still here, and that one of these days my blog is going to rise up and be the blog it was meant to be! And while I'm at it, I might rise up too, and be the girl I am meant to be.
Here is a photo, because that's what I like when I read a blog post. I assume you do, too.